Ah,
hell, how to say this?
After
close to three years I'm going to end my journal. No major reason
why, but I'm just not finding a need or motivation to write. It's
been over three weeks since my last entry and I haven't even sat
down to try and write an entry. That tells me something.
And
if I do think about it, I just think of myself recyling stuff,
using words that are now getting tried, telling the same stories
again.
But
that's all too negative, you know? What I've done's worth celebrating.
It may be ending, but it's of value. It's meant something
to me, and to others. That's something, to say that!
I'm
proud of what I've written, and I'll look back over it in years
to come with a lot of laughter and joy. And I'll smile reading
the entries.
I've
met a lot of wonderful people through this journal, people I feel
close too. I want to thank them for reading, and, indeed, everyone
who's read this journal. It wouldn't have been written without
an audience.
I
won't close the door entirely. I'd like to think I'll be back
doing something. But it won't be this, and it won't be here. I'll
leave my notify list open, so if you want to subscribe, if/when
I start something else, you'll get to know about it.
Thanks
again, it's been wonderful!!!!
Mike
- with some tears in his eyes, but a lot more smiles and joy
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